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                   Year 2012 when I graduated in high school and I found myself wandering, finding a school to continue my studies and choosing a program that is really my type. Education is not counted in my choices, it's not because I found it corny but because I am afraid of the tremendous responsibility. Whenever I do hear the word "teacher", the things that come into my mind are it is laborious, it requires patience, and most of all one must be intelligent which I never think I possess. It is really hard for me to choose what programs to take up, perhaps because I never portray myself in that situation yet. I envy those people who made up their mind at an early age on what they want to be in the future and I pity myself for not being like them.

 

                    After 2 years, I am now in 3rd Year College taking up Bachelor of Secondary Education Major in English here at La Salle College Antipolo, the program that has never been part of my choices is now where I am stepping on to. I am constantly trying to figure things out why I ended up to this decision. However, I never regret to be in here, because I am surrounded by the extraordinary and super beautiful beings which are my classmates and friends. My heart knows how glad I am right now that my mind can't explain that I am with these amazing people. I also have my mentors who inspire me and uplift my spirit to pursue my journey.

 

                    I am here right now because I have something to be done. I am here not by an accident. Perhaps God put me in this situation to make me stretch―situation that forces me to use my faith. I may not like it at first, it might be difficult and uncomfortable, but God takes over all my worrisome. I might be struggling now but I know that my God is bigger than the things that bother me. He always got my back.

 

                    I still have a long way to go, but I am already so far from where I used to be and I am proud of that. I know that I cannot afford to be a good educator, but, I am trying to be one.